There it is. The big kahuna of margaritas. Delicious and tasty and not at all more than we could handle. Thus began my messy 23rd birthday celebration in Potsdam. I had a lovely time, more fun than I can remember having in a long time. Thank God for both Sarah and Roy for having the courage and patience to be my friend for the long-haul. Seriously though, this birthday has been everything I needed; the pick-me-up I've been searching for over the past couple of months. I'm a little sad that another one is gone, but that's mostly overshadowed by how awesome I feel. My 22nd birthday is one that is best left in the past, for many reasons that I just don't feel like talking about anymore. But this one, this one topped them all. Everyone really came through for me, I got a chance to spend it with every single person I love, all while having a little bit of fun. I'm too tired to write about ALL of the shenanigans Potsdam had to offer that night, and really, if you're my friend, you've already heard the majority of things that happened that night. So I'm going to leave this just the way it is, and say thanks to all who were there that night for making it great.

This morning I realized that I both need to schedule sleep and exercise into my life or nothing will ever be accomplished. I also realized that even though I can be a HUGE bitch to the people I don't know/don't like, for the people I love, I'm a bit of a pushover. I somehow got talked into picking up a shift tonight at 5, when today was my only day off out of nine. Friday and Saturday of this week blow because they're two 11-hour days right in a row, and they're on the only two days of the week that I get to see Jules. Plus I heard a rumor that I'm scheduled for Sunday, which means I really won't get to see her. Anger abounds, but I do need the money. I guess she'll just have to come entertain me at work.

So today was supposed to be relaxed, yet productive, and now I see it being more productive and rushed than anything. Bah. I'm so annoyed. But it IS a nice day, my only two really long days this week ARE Friday and Saturday, and payday is a mere three days away. I have two new books I bought over the weekend that I'm very excited to start reading, and a delicious cup of coffee preparing itself in the coffee pot right now. No complaints, right? Right. Except that I could really use a dose of Gerard Butler right now. Ha. I guess if that's all I have to complain about then life must be pretty good.

It is. :)